Another Conversation
2003-02-13 7:16 p.m.
We had another Conversation last night. Net result, he's not moving out. I'm really not entirely sure how I feel about this. I was scared to death, but in a way I was almost looking forward to living on my own. I hate to say it, but I feel like this might be a mistake. I spent a week convincing myself that splitting was the best thing for both of us, and now I'm not sure if that's what I really think, or just what I wanted to make myself think. Did you follow that?There will be changes. He swore a hundred times he'd help out with the housework, and if I promise to tell him when something bothers me, even a little bit, he promises to listen. The two main problems lately were that he had no job and he was always HERE. Absolutely no Antisocial Time at all. He has a job now, so both of those should be less of an issue. Maybe what I'll do is tell him he has a month. If in a month, things really are better, then maybe this will be OK. He does do a lot for me, even if he won't admit it. Just being there is enough, some days.
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