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2000-04-01 11:37:36
After much thought (yeah, like I don't have enough to think about right now) I've reached the conclusion that I really feel uncomfortable telling the world about my sister. It makes me feel dirty. But, since I do like being able to write about it, i've moved it all to an unlisted journal. That way, I can sort it all out in my mind by writing about it, which has always been the easiest way for me to deal with problems, but I don't end up feeling like some sort of tawdry paparazzi type.Never fear. You'll still get daily entries about what an idiot I am, and how I have nothing at all to say, but you won't hear about the personal problems of the people I love anymore. The difference is that I am already fully aware of my intentions. There is absolutely no danger of me feeling betrayed at some nebulous later date. Maybe I'm being overly paranoid. But I think this is the right thing to do, at least for now. It occurs to me that this is the 2nd time in 3 days that I've broken pretty much the only rule I've set down for myself: No Editing. My life would probably be a lot easier if I just went back and deleted that particular paragraph.
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